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Name: Victor
Country: United States
State: New Jersey
Birthday: 12/6/1984
Gender: Male


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Expertise: Hittin the highs and lows of life


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Member Since: 8/10/2003

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Monday, March 14, 2005

all new entries be here

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The world feels emptier with both of u gone...

RIP PAT&MEL


Tuesday, October 26, 2004

Time.....

the past the present the future all intertwined in a system we call time, sumthing we cant see cant touch but real in the mind, the past repeats itself so in a way it rewinds and through experience we learn to love and hate, from our sucess and mistakes, from times we accelrated and times we pulled the brakes, from times we said yes and from times we said no, from times u did the opposite cuz ur boy said so, time never ramains its always on the go, so we learn from experience like our fathers did long ago, but decisions made follow like a shadow, and memories can either lift your soul or hurt your heart, make u beleive man is doomed cuz we dying from the start, or feel that life is beautiful bcuz its limited, and the possibilities are limitless, so i stop turn around and relfect on the steps that got me where i am right now, and learn to be wise takes a whole life time, the more i learn the more i understand, what it takes for a boy to be a man, one my father can be proud of, one my son can look up to, ive laughed cried lived and even died, times i didnt make it still glad that i tried, a compettitive contestant in this game we call time....


Monday, October 11, 2004

let me find out who u are and i promise ill murder u....

dont ever fuck wit my family


Wednesday, September 29, 2004

roastporkbun: What is the point in trying to breathe life into a dying thing?  You would only be making things worse for yourself.
roastporkbun: You can close your eyes and cling to whatever life remains, but one day you'll wake up to find it dead in your arms.

my cuzin is a fucking genius...i never understood why people would maintain a relationship that has no future...but i too cant say i havent done the same...what makes people so weak they cant just let that other person go even when its the right decision...does what they have in the past so strong that theyd sacrifice the future...it's hard i understand to let things in the past go...its fucking the hardest thing ive ever had to do in my life...you know what u have to do but its hard...thing is...the longer u stay in unhealthy relationship the bitter and more drained outta life u become...i guess ive had my fair share of keeping the expired milk longer in my fridge too...im not bitter...at least i hope not...but i have learned to despise the ways of women..not hate...but ive seen girls do fucked up things and get away wit no remorse...how can ya'll do that?! i just need someone to come through and disprove my convictions and let me know there is hope in having relationships...im no hopeless romantic...i just need a good girl to let me know there is hope for the sake of humanity...

pretty funny dont u think...


Wednesday, September 22, 2004

Damn im Bored

legalize weed legalize prostitution hell fuck it legalize public excutions let mass media add more to the confusion indentify every problem but deny all solutions do everything possible to start the revolution let humanity feel the anarchy where politicians only speak sarcastically and honesty is a thing of the past bad habits hard to drop but good things never last so down to law and order down to states and borders down with electricity and running water let us all turn back to hunters and gatherers low lives and scavengers lets beat each other with clubs and do shit u havent heard let cowards know the meaning of being scared raise the rate of human casualty casually lets all live by the survival of the fittest and let everyone see in two weeks whos still existing but all this shit is just me all im saying is i just wanna live free free from hyped media sensation mind masturbation free from commercialization practicing mind penetration all this emotion is real non-fiction i'm tired of people dying because of religion chances of survival drop after days of being missing so fuck this fuck that fuck you i dont wanna listen

 



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